Have you ever been in that phase of your life when you so desperately
wanted to do something and no matter how hard you tried nothing worked out in
your favour for whatever reason and when you shrunk back into your cocoon,
something out of the blue happens which gives you a chance to achieve that one
thing you had fought so hard for and you dance, dance and dance like a lunatic
in your bedroom, on the terrace, under the shower and just when you were all
set to go for the kill, something even more wonderful happens, a better chance,
a better opportunity comes your way and now you are in a position where you are
stuck between an opportunity which can make your life wonderful and an
opportunity which could make your life even more beautiful, better and totally
fantabulous but which also comes with T&C. What will you do then? Eh?
Well something sort of happens to me just like the above described
situation. Exactly a year back I had written a chick-lit novel (yes! I did) and sent it to almost every
publication in the country (yes! I did)
and then I waited for the rejection letters to arrive. They did arrive, one after
another. Few of them were summed up in one line while some of them came along
with positive feedbacks and one actually come along with “Rejection Letter”
written in the subject box. Though I did nearly secure the literary agent but
at the end of the day nothing worked out. So I did what most of you would have
done, shoved the manuscript deep down in the drawer of my night stand and
forgot about it. Completely.
10 months later, I received an email from this very small
but fairly good publication house where I sent my manuscript but totally forgot
about. They liked it. They want to see more and by the tone of their emails they
are pretty excited about it. This email completely jerked me out of the trance I
had been living in for months. Once again I was happy, excited and very positive
about my novel. I dig it out of the drawer and star to polish it off. And just
when I was all set to mail it, all of it to this fairly good publication house,
I received one more email, nope it wasn’t from them. It was from someone else
and it was regarding this competition by Harlequin India. Harlequin has invited
the publishing proposals not only in romance genre but for the very first time
in chick-lit genre as well. AND here this big dilemma has born. What now? Should
I send my entry to the competition and wait for the result or should I send it
to the publication who would probably publish it by the time Harlequin will
announce the winner. Though I am not very lucky with competitions, never had
been but what if, just for once, once the fate decides to be in my favour
and if I get the publishing
opportunity with them? Wouldn’t it be awesome? Or On the bases of my past experiences
with competitions I should just believe that I am never going to win it so why
not give up and go for this fairly good but small publication. Should I take
one last shot with big traditional publication house or should go for this
independent one?
What if I lose
the competition and by the time I get in touch with this independent
publication house, it’s too late and they are no longer interested? In that
case I would lose on both ends. It would be nothing but a lose-lose situation
for me. I am really confused, sleep deprived and drinking dangerous amount of
caffeine at the moment. I have to make the decision and I don’t have much time.
Would you like to
help me?
